[00:00.000] 作词 : SkiesNoLuv/NewSir[00:01.000] 作曲 : SkiesNoLuv/NewSir[00:12.570]生活是病 music是 pill[00:14.010]我选择焦虑哭着笑着才能让我变 chill[00:16.590]我不敢消极我跟曾经自己做了个 deal[00:19.170]我没法逃离以前的自己还在等着我救[00:21.780]money put it in my mind[00:33.660]dollar要不停往里塞[00:34.890]我穿着莆田做嘞鞋[00:36.150]他嘲讽根本不理睬[00:37.410]也只有金钱不抵赖[00:38.640]如果是输了 suicidal[00:40.080]别个有嘞我也该有[00:41.400]没做到嘞我不开口[00:42.930]种地打工上学这些占据整个 life[00:45.120]送切打工痛被砸中这个不是帅是衰[00:47.850]十几块嘞牛肉面不得我想买就能买[00:50.190]老汉儿病情加重钱被架空能卖嘞卖了卖[00:52.950]i wish i am talking about in the future really did it[00:55.560]睡在河的桥我从来没去提及[00:57.990]如果陪在我身旁嘞只有这个机器[01:00.420]那就调大音量让它达到它嘞最高 DB[01:02.550]那音乐能否摆脱贫困[01:04.530]浪费我太多精神[01:05.640]身上穿的歪货紧身[01:07.050]拼命的太过兴奋[01:08.220]只为住进大的平层[01:09.690]this road太过阴森[01:10.770]Pray to God or demon[01:12.150]没(人)听到他的心声[01:13.260]心跳是唯一的仅存[01:14.610]紫云才能让我定神[01:15.840]music是我心里医生[01:17.250]我死去后才能平衡[01:18.330]活在谎话一生[01:19.680]是我最大敌人[01:20.850]所以从小到大任何奖状从没见我拿过一等[01:23.370]生活是病 music是 pill[01:24.780]我选择焦虑哭着笑着才能让我变 chill[01:27.390]我不敢消极我跟曾经自己做了个 deal[01:29.880]我没法逃离以前的自己还在等着我救[01:43.890]She save my life, I can’ t even tell[01:46.050]音乐拯救了我,但却很难一口说清楚[01:47.010]也许和他们一起 too crowd[01:48.540]我讨厌这个圈子,太过拥挤[01:49.260]What you know about my past[01:50.340]你不知道我的过去[01:50.850]I got too much pressure not break me up just bring me up[01:52.800]压力如山重,那我就愚公移山[01:53.610]Just back in9[01:54.150]想起五年前[01:54.540]Back to my first write[01:55.410]想起备忘录里的第一首[01:56.040]三个人 sing all night[01:56.640]三个人唱一整晚[01:57.090]Even though I keeping hun[01:58.080]感觉不到饿[01:58.380]I know it’ s came from mud[01:59.310](我知道)[01:59.580]I know it’ s came from mud[02:00.480](艺术生长在淤泥中)[02:00.990]So I beg for blessings[02:01.890](所以我向天祈求)[02:02.550]Beg for blessings[02:02.970](让我不沾满身污脏)[02:03.480]Get money we eat eat eat, but I don’ t hun dat[02:05.400](钱入账,我疯狂的吃,但我不饿)[02:06.450]I just wanna show people, how much I run dat[02:08.460](我只是想像他们证明,我能挣多少)[02:09.390]She said I can’ t save ya, it’ s like roll& dice[02:10.560](她说,我也救不了你,你在拿人生去赌)[02:11.550]But till now I realize, I can’ t afford Hyundai[02:13.650](确实,兜里的钱,我甚至买不起一辆二手现代)[02:15.030]Rolling sad and pain to the paper[02:16.200](悲伤卷进烟纸)[02:16.710]Really miss my fam but saying take care[02:18.720](家人多保重[02:19.110]You thought I don’ t wanna play but this’ s payment[02:21.210]无心恋与得失[02:21.690]I gotta hear more time WeWorthBetter[02:22.860]直到唱起我的歌