MILES AWAY from heaven - Ray Vaughn.mp3

[00:00.000] 作曲 : Daniel Moras/Rayvon Welch/Ricky Surum
[00:01.443][Intro]
[00:05.772]Yeah
[00:06.365]Ye-ye-yo-yo-woah
[00:08.567]I talk my shit
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[00:09.709][Verse 1]
[00:12.661]I know depression, I met her and fell in love
[00:15.099]**** a hug, I found a best friend with the drugs
[00:17.801]Hopefully this pill'll turn me back to person that I was
[00:21.335]'Cause honestly, I'd rather go to Xanny bars than to a club
[00:24.318]The only one who really loves me is the plug
[00:27.631]Otherwise, he wouldn't treat me like he does, stupid, of course I'll be judged
[00:31.662]But the hate feels so much better than the love
[00:33.818]I only wanna see my daughters when I'm buzzed, let me sip this drink
[00:37.599]Happiness cheated on me, I got attached to lonely
[00:40.565]No I ain't crazy, I hate that you put that jacket on me
[00:43.803]An OD would be a blessin', I swear
[00:45.974]If God decide to take me now, make sure his angels prepare
[00:49.255]To carry my heavy soul to where it's about to go
[00:52.505]Feel like I already know, it ain't heaven fa'sho
[00:55.505]Who cares? I need my fix, and don't nobody care I exist
[00:59.302]I go to rehab 'cause you asked, but that don't mean I'ma quit
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[01:00.786][Chorus]
[01:02.239]Death gotta be a block party
[01:04.427]'Cause life is hard (Life is hard, life is hard)
[01:08.240]A psych ward in my bedroom
[01:10.739]Not so far (Not so far)
[01:13.537]Wish heaven was a mile away (Was a mile away)
[01:16.865]Wish heaven was a mile away (A mile away)
[01:20.084]Wish heaven was a mile away (Hey)
[01:22.239]I'd fill my tank
[01:23.943]And leave this place forever
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[01:25.177][Verse 2]
[01:26.052]Look
[01:26.724]I got stranded with regrets, I'm not invested in the steps (Ever)
[01:29.802]Can't be eleven of 'em left, it's no blanket for the sweats
[01:32.755]Is you gon' hold me when I ache, and tell me everything's okay before I break?
[01:36.739]So why the **** would you just leave me in this place?
[01:39.189]I gotta laugh to stop from cryin', overthinkin' when I'm silent
[01:42.424]Shoulda died and made you perfect, that would numb all of my problems
[01:45.392]Anxiety through the roof, and my dogs can't help me
[01:48.424]In school, I would suppress the pain, but I always felt it
[01:51.658]Need an electrician, my light is the dimmest, not the best swimmer
[01:54.892]Adolescent years, I fished for attention, I'm bad for bidness
[01:57.908]Suicide playin' out in my mental, I'm tired of livin'
[02:01.236]You would only understand if you were me for just a minute
[02:04.220]Sometimes I sit in my car with the radio off
[02:07.438]Tryna listen to the sound of my heart
[02:09.611]I've digested all the lessons that society taught
[02:12.626]Wish I could hold it all together, but I'm fallin' apart
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[02:14.111][Chorus]
[02:17.157]Death gotta be a block party
[02:19.580]'Cause life is hard (Life is hard, life is hard)
[02:23.033]A psych ward in my bedroom
[02:25.751]Not so far (Not so far)
[02:28.439]Wish heaven was a mile away (Was a mile away)
[02:31.735]Wish heaven was a mile away (A mile away)
[02:34.923]Wish heaven was a mile away (Hey)
[02:37.049]I'd fill my tank
[02:38.753]And leave this place forever
[02:43.814](Ever) Ever
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[02:45.158][Outro]
[02:49.501](Ever, and ever, to never, and ever)
[02:53.345]And I know death gotta be easy 'cause life is hard
[02:56.861](Save me) Death gotta be easy 'cause life is hard
[02:59.845](Save me) Death gotta be easy 'cause life is hard
[03:02.908](Save me) Death gotta be easy 'cause life is-