[00:00.000] 作词 : Simbiatu Ajikawo/Dean Josiah Cover[00:01.000] 作曲 : Simbiatu Ajikawo/Dean Josiah Cover[01:08.577]The kingdoms on fire[01:09.591]The blood of a young messiah[01:11.168]I see sinners in a church[01:12.620]I see sinners in a church[01:14.195]Sometimes I might be introvert[01:16.419]There's a war inside[01:17.620]I hear battle cries[01:18.975]Mothers burying sons[01:20.059]Young boys playing with guns[01:21.558]The devils a liar[01:22.417]Fulfill your wildest desires[01:24.250]Now I don't wanna be the one to doctor this[01:26.185]But if you can't feel pain then you can't feel the opposite[01:28.863]The fight between the ying and yang is a fight you'll never win[01:31.006]I studying humans, that makes me an anthropologist[01:34.043]I'm not into politics[01:35.052]But I know it's darks times[01:36.598]Parts of the world still living in apartheid(there's a war, there's a war)[01:39.137]But if I don't take this winners flight,[01:40.685]that's career suicide[01:41.923]Though I should've been a friend when your grandma died[01:44.411]I see the illness eat my aunt laying in her bed[01:46.682]I see her soul rising as her body gets closer to death[02:01.251]Find a way, I'll find a way[02:03.639]The world's not over[02:06.267]I will make it, don't you cry[02:08.528]In God we trust[02:10.214]'Cause we're not alone[02:11.170]I need a licence to feel(I can't feel)[02:13.049]Internal wounds and I'm not tryna be healed[02:15.591]I sabotage what we are trying to build[02:17.701]'Cause of feelings I keep inside but it's time to reveal(reveal, reveal)[02:21.910]I hate the thought of just being a burden[02:24.419]I hate that these conversations are surfaced[02:26.993]Simz the artist or Simbi the person?[02:29.421]To you I'm smiling but really I'm hurting[02:31.937]I dedicate my life and gave my heart over twenty-something years, left wondering how I even feel[02:36.683]or was it was even worth it?[02:38.618]I bottle up and then spill it in verses[02:41.102]One day I'm wordless next day I'm a wordsmith[02:43.595]Close to success but to happiness I'm the furthest[02:46.211]At night I wonder if my tears will dry on their own[02:48.772]Hoping I will fulfil Amy's purpose[02:51.305]Angel said, "Don't let you ego be a disturbance"[02:53.899]Inner demon said, "Motherfxcker, you earned this"[02:56.477]Like they strip you of everything you're deserving[02:59.027]Realize there is a prison in us,[03:00.454]we are conditioned as fxck[03:02.156]Man, it's like they can't sleep 'til our spirit is crushed[03:04.730]How much fighting must we do? We 've been fearless enough[03:07.208]All we see is broken homes here and poverty[03:09.491]Corrupt government officials, lies and atrocities[03:12.071]How they talking on what's threatening the economy[03:14.608]Knocking down communities to re-up on properties[03:17.196]I'm directly effected, it does more than just bother me[03:19.713]Look beyond the surface, don't just see what you wanna see?[03:22.212]My speech ain't involuntary[03:23.516]Project with intention straight from my lungs[03:25.445]I'm a black woman and I'm a proud one[03:27.942]We walk in blind faith not knowing the outcome[03:30.303]But as long as we unified then we've already won[03:57.121]Find a way, I'll find a way[03:59.521]The world's not over[04:02.124]I will make it, don't you cry[04:04.733]In God we trust[04:06.347]'Cause we're not alone[04:59.503]And so it begins[05:01.265]The base is an amalgamation of everything[05:04.089]Rules are not to be played by rebels[05:07.053]The story of never ending[05:09.764]Your introversion led you here[05:11.956]Intuition protected you along the away[05:14.804]Feelings allowed you to be well balanced[05:17.472]And perspective gave you forsight[05:20.951]The top of the mountain is nothing without the climb[05:23.929]Only the strong will survive[05:26.123]Only the strong will survive[05:41.530]Alone but not lonely[05:43.948]Your truth unveils with time[05:48.869]As you embark on a journey[05:51.200]of what it takes to be a woman